"when something valuable is near us, we won't care for it. but when we miss that precious thing we start feeling for it"
reminisce the times when i was young i met a lots type of peoples. various type of female and male. i was young and dumb. my steps lead from my young blood. everything that i do base without long thought. less appreciation to women. always want to have fun. i made a mistake. a lots of mistakes when i was a kid. i wish i could rewind the clock and change the things that i did before. i wish i could be a better person for my family especially for my mum, for my ex-girlfriend and for everybody that i mistreated before. i'm screwed. may God show me the way to better life.
i miss plenty of people that i used to know but now it just a mist to be true that my dream to see them again. it already becomes a memory. i started to feel longing to people who so nice to me i used to know. although it has been a long time but their kindness towards me never ceased.
thinking back when i was in form 4 i met one girl and she a year older than me. i really like this girl that time. she understanding, matured, and really down to earth. her honesty towards me kinda pleased me. you know she told a lots about herself without hiding anything from me. everything although we just met that time. her attitude really caught my attention. that's all what i need 'honesty'. but since i am a kid that time it must be my stupidest thing i ever did to let her go.
i became scared when she asked me to be with her for a serious relationship. but maybe i wasn't thought long enough i immediately say no because i was stupid, immature and stupid again. but things happen for a reason right. honestly i feel really loss for letting her go. well life must go on. i am very happy with my life now. with someone beside me right now. thank God for the gift. =)
currently listening to: can't help falling in love - ub40
reminisce the times when i was young i met a lots type of peoples. various type of female and male. i was young and dumb. my steps lead from my young blood. everything that i do base without long thought. less appreciation to women. always want to have fun. i made a mistake. a lots of mistakes when i was a kid. i wish i could rewind the clock and change the things that i did before. i wish i could be a better person for my family especially for my mum, for my ex-girlfriend and for everybody that i mistreated before. i'm screwed. may God show me the way to better life.
i miss plenty of people that i used to know but now it just a mist to be true that my dream to see them again. it already becomes a memory. i started to feel longing to people who so nice to me i used to know. although it has been a long time but their kindness towards me never ceased.
thinking back when i was in form 4 i met one girl and she a year older than me. i really like this girl that time. she understanding, matured, and really down to earth. her honesty towards me kinda pleased me. you know she told a lots about herself without hiding anything from me. everything although we just met that time. her attitude really caught my attention. that's all what i need 'honesty'. but since i am a kid that time it must be my stupidest thing i ever did to let her go.
i became scared when she asked me to be with her for a serious relationship. but maybe i wasn't thought long enough i immediately say no because i was stupid, immature and stupid again. but things happen for a reason right. honestly i feel really loss for letting her go. well life must go on. i am very happy with my life now. with someone beside me right now. thank God for the gift. =)
currently listening to: can't help falling in love - ub40
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